Then around 4 o’clock I was getting exhausted — little did I know I was dying, and would have if it wasn’t for my shih tzu, Chibi (I’ll explain about this more later). This is not an exaggeration, this not me being dramatic. I was five minutes away from passing away. Let me explain. The house next door to me is condemned and no one lives there. A bank owns it. Since I live in a townhouse that means our house is also attached to it. That house has black mold from flooding in the basement (don’t even ask me how that happened on an elevated spot in New Jersey), therefore we also have black mold in ours. It’s in the basement now as far as I know, but who knows when it will spread to the upper floors. Basically whatever happens to that house happens to mine and the other attached house next to it. Apparently the bank also likes to run generators and just let things fester in that house with no regard of who it’s effecting. That house has been a problem for us for months. Who knew it would be SO deadly in an instant though?

About a week or so ago I started to feel tired and lethargic. I would get up after hours of sleeping and thirty minutes later I would want to go back to sleep. I’d force myself to stay up only because I felt it was inappropriate to sleep SO much. I began to feel myself walking around in a fog and even my memory was effected. My memory has always not been the best, but my short term memory was getting worse and worse. I was nauseous on and off, and I felt depressed.

At first I thought maybe that’s all it was. Clinical depression. The winter blues? I’ve never experienced that before, just because it’s colder out and turns darker quicker never bothered me before, but since I’m getting older I figured maybe it was normal—WHICH IS COMPLETE NONSENSE BECAUSE I’M NOT OLD AT ALL. I thought maybe my low thyroid problem was also getting worse, but after years of it not being treated correctly anyway it wouldn’t just jump to such severe symptoms.

Then I thought I had cancer. LOL. Logical jump from depression to cancer, right? That’s me and that always has been me. Jumping to the worst case scenario. But, I mean, I literally felt waves of nausea coming over me at times during the past week or so, and something in me just didn’t feel right. However, and this is the messed up part, due to the lethargic, tired feeling I had, it was all “alright” anyway. If I had cancer, overall, it was fine. “God take me now, I’m ready to die, I just am too tired to care” type of feeling.

THEN I THOUGHT I HAD ALZHEIMER’S. L. O. L. I WAS LOOKING UP ON GOOGLE “ALZHEIMERS AT 20″ AND WHATNOT (I mean I already blogged about Alzheimer’s hitting people in their 40s, why not 20s next?). My slowly disintegrating memory and the fact that I would be saying something and then stop and have to think about what I was saying made me jump to THIS conclusion.

So I supposedly had depression, a low thyroid jumping from mildly annoying to disastrously bad in a week, cancer and ALZHEIMER’S LOL. Add in some “sleep deprived” feelings and hallucinations of shadows and bugs on my wall that weren’t there, so for all I knew I may as well have been developing schizophrenia too. I was just too tired to care, wanting to start sleeping my life away, honestly.

Yesterday I found out it was carbon monoxide poisoning though, THANKS TO MY DOG!!!. I felt the familiar feeling of being exhausted so I went to lay down. I was watching some repeat of 20/20 on TV, ready to just close my eyes and fall asleep — READY FOR DEATH — when I heard my dog crying. MY HERO.

;_; that’s the mop that saved my life rite there…

Ezra (5:36:31 AM): Lol it saved you!
Concetta (5:36:33 AM): i know LOL
Ezra (5:36:35 AM): That little mut proved his worth

The carbon monoxide detector was finally going off downstairs (I’m guessing the levels were finally getting high enough for it to go off) and hurting my dogs ears. I didn’t hear the detector, but I DID hear Chibi crying. When I went into the hallway I heard the beeping. At first I thought it was my fire detectors going off, so I smacked those off the ceiling to get them to stop, but that wasn’t it. The carbon monoxide detector was plugged in near the floor so I didn’t see it at first. All the while my poor dog is whimpering and crying, so I grabbed him and brought him upstairs to my bedroom so he wouldn’t have to suffer the high pitched beeping anymore and went back downstairs to try to figure out where the beeping was coming from.

Precious time was wasting every moment I stayed in that house.

I kept walking around saying “the beeping is coming from right around this spot..” Finally I saw the detector plugged in. It was basically flashing “CO leak; Get to fresh air.” So I ran back upstairs and got shoes on, like a dumbass LOL. I should’ve just left. I wound up getting my next door neighbor to help and while he was on the phone with the fire department I realized… “OH MY GOD, CHIBI!” My dog would’ve died before any of us.

This part of the story is a little dramatic LOL. I run back into the house, and I’m hit right away with the carbon monoxide and the sick feeling I was already feeling gets worse. My neighbors following me in like “CONCETTA DON’T GO BACK IN THERE” trying to drag me out, but I wasn’t about to leave my dog. First we call for him, and I realize he’s upstairs in my mothers bedroom too scared (or too tired?) to come out. I start climbing up the stairs, and we only have about 17 stairs here, but halfway through them I was exhausted, ready to pass out. My neighbors yelling for me to get back down but I ignored him. I wasn’t about to let Chibi die. Especially when I have him to thank for saving my life.

The fire department said if I would have went to sleep I would have never woken up again. My life was literally moments from ending. If I didn’t have a dog I would have been dead. Do you realize how shaken up that makes me? My life could have been snuffed out in an instance. I would have never heard the alarm with the TV on and my own exhaustion taking over. Only my dogs cries were enough to force me up. As I write this I really feel lucky. My mind has also gone into alot of morbid directions too of “what if this, what if that,” but I’m going to cling onto the feeling of luck and my life being saved for as long as I can.

Concetta (10:09:25 PM): MAYBE
Concetta (10:09:27 PM): IT WAS A MIRACLE
Concetta (10:09:29 PM): XD?…
Concetta (10:09:34 PM): ._. ;;i believe in jesus now;;
Virtue (10:13:19 PM): ROFL
Virtue (10:13:25 PM): i believe in your DOG now
Concetta (10:14:08 PM): i know
Concetta (10:14:08 PM): wow
Concetta (10:14:09 PM): lol

Anyway I wound up going to the hospital and by the end of the night I was fine, just tired still LOL. From shock though more than anything else. They gave me oxygen, which I had to get twice, took my blood and gave me a prescription for nausea.

All and all I’m feeling a little better. The sickness, tiredness and depressed feeling I was having is going away. I’m feel much better. I’m glad I can stop telling people “I’m tired” all the time now!

And my advice to everyone? Aside from having a dog, which I think everyone now needs, and a carbon monoxide detector, which should be mandatory in houses, people need to pay attention to symptoms they’re feeling. This is the second or third time I’ve ignored something that was going on with me for a long time, or semi-long time, and wound up in the hospital for it (and this time almost dying). If you’re feeling depressed, psycho, tired, or anything like that, IT COULD BE FROM AN OUTSIDE INFLUENCE!!!. I mean, didn’t we all just find out not too long ago that granite countertops cause might cause cancer? Who knows what other influences are around us every day causing us to be sick. The problem isn’t always from within. DON’T be like me and just sleep the problems away or wait months for them to pass, while they only get worse. GET HELP RIGHT AWAY! You might save your life.

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We’re all familiar with the Freemason symbol / emblem right?

The “G” supposedly means “God” or “Geometry”. Now why would the Freemasons honor geometry…?

There’s that business about every important building in Washington D.C. being at the perfect distance from each other, and the perfect points to make an inverted pentagram…

Then, of course, there are the buildings in Washington being aligned with certain constellations in the sky just like the Pyramids in Egypt being aligned with certain constellations (if this could even be considered Geometry)…

That was the extent of it, however. I figured there was something deeper — in my opinion, and in my experience, there is always something deeper in every subject, always further down you can go, but I personally just never bothered to look.

Tonight someone (hello Svenson!) made me bother to look.

Really, it was no bother at all. This is fascinating. I thirst to find out more.

From what I saw alone tonight, you could find traces of this in the Kabbalah, in Ancient Egypt (The Ancient Mystery Schools of Egypt to be exact, according to the two videos I’m going to show you) and a lot of other religions, regions and time periods, so before anyone says this is “New Aged Nonsense”, I suggest they watch the two videos below.

This is part 1 and 2 in a series of videos. I can’t find the rest of this particular series, but I did find more Youtube videos about Sacred Geometry.

There’s nothing more to say expect watch these videos, because I don’t fully understand this, and have just heard about it tonight.

Sacred Geometry - Part 1

Youtube Description: “An introduction to the basics of Sacred Geometry, showing how nature creates its very first pattern.”

Sacred Geometry - Part 2

Youtube Description: “Demonstrating some of the extrapolations that can be done from natures first pattern (shown in the first video), such as the Egg of Life, Metatrons Cube, and the Golden Ratio

Note: I made two mistakes in this video, the pronunciation of “tesseract”, and i also missed out two archimedean solids (due to an error in my reference book lol - “Sacred Geometry by Stephen Skinner”)”

I love how this doesn’t seem to discredit God, but instead proves he exists in some way, and I love when, in the first video, it says “Maybe the Bible is only an exoteric recreation of an older esoteric wisdom.”

Isn’t that how we can explain most ancient religions? The sun being a god that gives us life to pray to - was that not a simple way for some ancient people to explain something that was going on in a much grander scale?

Could it not be the same with the Bible?

Also, just to prove how deep, perhaps how spiritual this Sacred Geometry might be able to get, let me show you what my friend Svenson has told me:
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The Patient (7:05:42 AM): You should look up stuff about the Merkaba, or Merkabah.

Concetta (7:07:48 AM): what is that

The Patient (7:08:00 AM): Supposedly

The Patient (7:08:10 AM): Well, from what i understand..

The Patient (7:08:20 AM): Oh wait.

The Patient (7:08:25 AM): Do you know what Kundalini yoga is?

The Patient (7:08:38 AM): Because it won’t make sense if you don’t

Concetta (7:09:13 AM): i think so

The Patient (7:09:33 AM): It’s the belief that we have certain points in our bodies that are called chakras, and that they can be activated or something through kundalini yoga and meditation

Concetta (7:09:44 AM): yeah ive heard of this

The Patient (7:09:45 AM): Which is taking energy from the base of your spine and projecting it through your body and upwards

Concetta (7:09:53 AM): i learned this in massage therapy

The Patient (7:09:54 AM): Okay.

The Patient (7:09:56 AM): So

The Patient (7:10:55 AM): Merkabah is the idea that once you’ve activated all your chakra points, including the pineal gland then it’s supposed to let you see into other dimensions that we normally wouldn’t be able to percieve..

The Patient (7:11:18 AM): I dunno about this stuff. I’ve just heard of it.

The Patient (7:11:31 AM): I don’t really believe it, but

The Patient (7:12:25 AM): You can distribute this energy out of your body and it forms a vehicle of light around you called the Merkabah, which is one of the sacred geometry shapes

The Patient (7:12:59 AM): And through the Merkabah you can see any point in the universe, at any point in time, etc

The Patient (7:13:07 AM): And it’s pretty much astral projection

Concetta (7:13:19 AM): its like being on gods omnipotent level

Concetta (7:13:24 AM): has anyone ever obtained this

The Patient (7:13:25 AM): Right

The Patient (7:13:30 AM): Supposedly yes

Concetta (7:13:32 AM): who

The Patient (7:14:05 AM): Mainly people of religions who include meditation, like people who have meditated every day of their lives

The Patient (7:14:13 AM): Buddhists, etc

The Patient (7:14:24 AM): Some Middle Eastern religions

The Patient (7:14:27 AM): I can’t remember.. too tired.

The Patient (7:14:47 AM): But..

The Patient (7:15:06 AM): Someone did this with Timothy Leary and they supposedly witness the process of death and rebirth

The Patient (7:15:07 AM): Through all stages

The Patient (7:15:25 AM): And Timothy Leary documented it even to like exactly how many days it takes

The Patient (7:15:55 AM): He published it in like.. a new version of the Tibetian Book of the Dead that he wrote

The Patient (7:16:13 AM): Since it’s supposed to say this in the original, but no one can read the original, it’s not published, etc

Concetta (7:18:07 AM): timothy leary

Concetta (7:18:11 AM): i hate to be a skeptic

Concetta (7:18:12 AM): but..

Concetta (7:18:12 AM): …

Concetta (7:18:15 AM): maybe perhaps

Concetta (7:18:18 AM): it was the acid

Concetta (7:18:19 AM): ?

The Patient (7:18:45 AM): Exactly

The Patient (7:19:01 AM): That’s why everything he ever did has to be taken with a grain of salt

The Patient (7:19:06 AM): Because he was loaded on acid all the time.

The Patient (7:20:10 AM): But I read a book by a priest who moved into a tiny hut in Indian and survived only on water for 40 days, he says

The Patient (7:20:15 AM): And he meditated the entire time

The Patient (7:20:57 AM): He said that Timothy Leary came to visit him after the last day with a group of researchers and he was explaining all of the visions he had during his meditation.

The Patient (7:21:09 AM): And they were like yeah yeah you can see that kind of stuff on acid too.

The Patient (7:21:42 AM): So he asked for some, and they gave him a few hits, and he said he wanted a lot more.. so he took like three or four strips off of a sheet and ate it at once, then ate like a dozen oranges.

The Patient (7:21:49 AM): And he said it didn’t effect him at all.

The Patient (7:21:54 AM): Like nothing happened.

The Patient (7:22:37 AM): Which I believe. I think stuff like acid and mushrooms is a shortcut to what you can achieve with your mind through meditation, and once you really get there through meditation the drugs won’t do anything at all because you’re already used to it.

The Patient (7:23:03 AM): Except acid and mushrooms is all distorted, it’s all random weird stuff that you can’t grasp and remember.

Concetta (7:23:42 AM): timothy leary must have felt like a fool

The Patient (7:24:32 AM): Yeah.
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Well, there you have it. Something new to look up, something new to research, something new to ponder.

I probably will blog about this more sometime.
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Chii (8:27:57 AM): well now
Chii (8:28:04 AM): that sure took my mind for a ride
Concetta (8:28:09 AM): LOL

I usually hate taking pics and I especially hate showing them to people. But you know what? Fuck you all.
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The Patient [12:06 A.M.]: Awwww
The Patient [12:06 A.M.]: You look like a really nice girl.. not the foul mouthed trouble maker I know you to be.
iNSTiLL [12:07 A.M.]: ….LOL
The Patient [12:07 A.M.]: Lol
The Patient [12:07 A.M.]: IT’S TRUE.
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DrilIed [12:08 A.M.]: and just for the lulz…you look like future ex wife material. you know..the kind that kicks me out the house for complaining about the gabbagoul.
iNSTiLL [12:08 A.M.]: LMAO
DrilIed [12:10 A.M.]: and if I back talk? you chase me down with a rolling pin and beat the piss out of me.

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penis copter

Karina VelI: you have got to love russian tactics
Karina VelI: ROFL
Karina VelI: LETS DISCREDIT HIM
Karina VelI: WITH A FLYING HELOCOCKTER
Concetta: LMAO

MemoirsOfAGirl (2:57:02 AM): in my country, helocockter flies YOU
Concetta (2:57:24 AM): LMAO

(and if you don’t get that “In Russia” reversal joke, crawl out from under your rock).

firing squad (3:01:45 AM): THIS IS THE FUCKING
firing squad (3:01:47 AM): HOUSEFLY
firing squad (3:01:49 AM): OF DILDOS
firing squad (3:02:47 AM): LOL
firing squad (3:02:53 AM): LIKE SECURITY STEPS UP
firing squad (3:02:57 AM): LIKE THIS IS AN ASSASSINATION PLOT
firing squad (3:03:03 AM): “WE CAN’T LET IT CUM ON OUR CZAR”
Concetta (3:03:07 AM): LMAO
Concetta (3:03:10 AM): russians dont fuck around
firing squad (3:03:20 AM): LOL APPARENTLY NOT
firing squad (3:03:25 AM): NIGGAS TOOK THAT SHIT DOWN UNARMED.

Neji san [4:00 A.M.]: i love how that one guy just takes it upon himself
Neji san [4:00 A.M.]: “don’t worry, i’m good at catching dick in mid-air!”

execution [6:05 A.M.]: ROFLCOCKTER
execution [6:06 A.M.]: Stalin will rise from his grave and bash their head with a bottle of vodka as he reads the works of Karl Marx.
Concetta [6:06 A.M.]: even stalin would have gotten lulz out of it
Concetta [6:06 A.M.]: stop lying
execution [6:08 A.M.]: Is that wooden? If so I’m pretty sure it was Stalin’s homosexual test probe.
Concetta [6:08 A.M.]: LOL

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(Youtubes about this — including some parts of the documentary “Married to the Eiffel Tour” — are below).

Erika La Tour Eiffel, a former U.S. Army helicopter pilot who was discharged from the army because of what I’m about to blog about, is “in love” with the Eiffel Tour in France — and also claims to have married it (hence the last name).

That’s not all. She claims to be in a … “relationship” … with the Berlin Wall and the Golden Gate Bridge. She was also “in love” with a bow she calls “Lance”, which helped her to become an archery world champion, but since her “relationship” with said bow died down, her archery skills have taken a back seat.

She also has a sexual relationship with a piece of fence in her room.

I thought this was a joke when I first heard it — or at least a hoax. I thought someone was paying this woman, or that she was just doing this to get attention. I am so baffled to say I was wrong.

This is actually something real known as Objectum Sexuality, and there are about 40 known cases of it around the world. They even have a website and a a forum for people who are “IN LOVE” with OTHER objects.

And if you haven’t figured it out by now, we’re not talking about something symbolic like “oh I’m so in love with the Statue of Liberty because it represents our freedom!” (which it doesn’t, but we’re not going to get into THAT conspiracy theory). We’re talking about people who looked at a certain object and fell into lust/love/whatever else with it. The same way most people would feel about a human. They’re people who who want to have an affectionate relationship with these objects… . . .

One woman, Eija-Riitta Berliner-Mauer, who is ANOTHER woman “in love” with the Berlin Wall and claims to have married it (I say “claims” because the Berlin Wall didn’t say “I do” back, did it?), also says that she “consummated” her marriage to it — which means basically she had sexual contact with it (look at the documentary below for more information)… . . .

A) That is disgusting. How didn’t she get AT LEAST a yeast infection from having sexual contact with something so dirty? — And, if you can’t tell, I don’t mean that because it’s the Berlin Wall and it caused so much pain and suffering and etc etc. I mean that because it’s OUTSIDE and ACTUALLY dirty. Probably always getting pissed on, spat on, who knows what else…

B) How did she do it out in public? Wouldn’t people have stopped and stared at the freak caressing and whispering sweet nothings to… a wall?

C) How is this even possible at ALL? I would’ve LOVED for someone to video tape her attempting to screw this thing.

This is Eija-Riitta Berliner-Mauer website: The Berlin Wall - A Love Story - BERLINERMAUER.SE.

And this is her explanation about “What, exactly, interest (her) about the Berlin Wall?”, where she claims that, and I quote, she “catches fire sexually on the Berlin Wall.” …

I am all about living and let living, and they don’t seem to be hurting anyone, and they seem to be genuinely happy with whatever they got going on… But, I feel the need to say this anyway: What is wrong with these people?

And with that, I really don’t even know what else to say about it, so I’m just going to post the Youtubes I found on it…

“The Love For Objects” on ABC News.

Here’s part one and two of the documentary on it:

Married to the Eiffel Tower pt 1

Married to the Eiffel Tower pt 2

Spite (2:48:35 PM): lol wtf @ this bitch and this bow

Concetta (2:48:56 PM): L O L

Spite (2:49:19 PM): fuckin bow is ugly anyways.

Concetta (2:50:04 PM): its a BOW

Concetta (2:50:07 PM): how is it supposed to look

Spite (2:50:13 PM): well there are pretty bows.

Spite (2:50:18 PM): i can shoot bows.

Spite (2:50:23 PM): just like there’s pretty guns and shit.

Spite (2:50:26 PM): but come on.

Spite (2:50:29 PM): it’s not a dude.

Concetta (2:52:04 PM): its not even a living breathing thing

Spite (2:53:54 PM): sweden would spit out some shit like this.

Concetta (2:54:06 PM): LOOOL I KNOW RIGHT

Woman makes love to Empire State Building

And of course… someone mocking it:

Objectum Sexuality-You’re not alone

Objectum Sexuality

I actually added a new category to my blog for this. It’s called “WTF?”

firing squad (12:58:49 PM): cetta, i have to tell you something.

Concetta (12:59:01 PM): oh my god dont even

firing squad (12:59:16 PM): i can’t live with myself if i don’t.

Concetta (12:59:20 PM): oh my god

Concetta (12:59:22 PM): /).(\

firing squad (12:59:26 PM): i…

firing squad (12:59:32 PM): am engaged with your blogroll.

Concetta (12:59:36 PM): LOL

Concetta (12:59:50 PM): im adding that to the post now

corpse carousel (5:12:12 PM): cetta doin a blog about dis shit

corpse carousel (5:12:17 PM): GONNA BE INTENSE

corpse carousel (5:12:22 PM): INTENSE COMMENTARY

corpse carousel (5:12:31 PM): you need to be a reporter already

Warning: I get a little off track in this post, talking about the government and their hand in destroying the country with the CIA shipping in cocaine and crack, and how the war on drugs is fake and is used to make money, but that’s just my style, isn’t it? Anyway, I get RIGHT back on topic after those diversions.

In honor of it being 4/20 NORML is launching 7,770 nationwide TV ads to reform the cannabis laws in this country.

Legalization: Yes We Can

If they can legalize cigarettes, which are 110 times worse than weed, and allow alcohol into this country, then there is no reason for weed to be banned.

Actually, over the weekend I met up with a cop I went to school with years ago. He said that he’s never seen any case of violence or death when marijuana was involved - but alcohol? Countless times.

Did you know also when weed was banned it was for RACIST reasons?

Harry J. Anslinger, “The Father of The Drug War” (which the government secretly wants to fail — most of the drugs that come into this country ARE from the CIA/government — I’ll get into this more later) has been quoted saying such ridiculous things as:

“There are 100,000 total marijuana smokers in the US, and most are Negroes, Hispanics, Filipinos, and entertainers. Their Satanic music, jazz, and swing, result from marijuana use. This marijuana causes white women to seek sexual relations with Negroes, entertainers, and any others.” -Harry J. Anslinger

WOW. WHERE DID THEY COME UP WITH THAT?

Kamele (4:41:28 PM): FILIPINOS

Kamele (4:41:29 PM): DO NOT

Kamele (4:41:32 PM): SMOKE THAT MUCH WEED

Concetta (4:41:40 PM): its nignorance is what it is

Kamele (4:41:42 PM): WTF KIND OF FACTS ARE THOSE

(yes, I spelled it NIGNORANCE on purpose)

“…the primary reason to outlaw marijuana is its effect on the degenerate races.” -Harry J. Anslinger

“Marijuana is an addictive drug which produces in its users insanity, criminality, and death.” -Harry J. Anslinger

^^^^Totally ridiculous.

“Reefer makes darkies think they’re as good as white men.” -Harry J. Anslinger

^^^^I don’t know what to say to that…

“Marijuana leads to pacifism and communist brainwashing.” -Harry J. Anslinger

^^^^Because we ALL know pacifism is a bad thing. Also, president Bush? You know that idiot, on top of doing a TON of coke and who knows what else, took a few hits of weed, and we all know how pacifistic HE was. /sarcasmsarcasmsarcasm

But the best part is that after Harry J. Anslinger says marijuana causes PACIFISM, he goes on to say…

“You smoke a joint and you’re likely to kill your brother.” -Harry J. Anslinger

“Marijuana is the most violence-causing drug in the history of mankind.” -Harry J. Anslinger

“In the year 1090, there was founded in Persia the religious and military order of the Assassins, whose history is one of cruelty, barbarity, and murder, and for good reason: the members were confirmed users of hashish, or marijuana, and it is from the Arabs’ ‘hashashin’ that we have the English word ‘assassin.‘” -Harry J. Anslinger

^^^^You can’t have it both ways, Harry J. Anslinger. You either think marijuana is a pacifistic drug or you think it’s the most violent-causing drug in the history of mankind. God I wish this man was here today, we’d eat him alive…

With these racist, asinine, quotes and propaganda, along with other things (like news paper articles from a news paper owned by William Randolf Hearst, a friend of Harry J. Anslinger, that was filled with propaganda such as murderers and serial killers and other horror stories — PROBABLY LIKE WHITE WOMEN SLEEPING WITH BLACK MEN! THE HORROR!!!), Harry J. Anslinger went to congress. Not surprisingly, the hearings were short (and filled with lies) and on August 2, 1937, marijuana was sadly made illegal.

But now this all might be changing!

I’ll be completely honest. It makes me a little nervous that the government wants to be in control of the marijuana, because it makes me wonder what are they going to put into it that’s bad for you? Just like with tobacco, which I’m not saying isn’t bad for you, but we all that cigarettes have tons and tons of chemicals on them that are not natural or even LESS healthy than how tobacco started off.

But then again, like I mentioned above about the CIA/government being in control of the drug war, and like I’ve blogged about countless times, the government probably are already poisoning us through weed.

If you don’t believe me (about the faux drug war), would you believe a former head of the DEA?

Ex-DEA Head Admits CIA Imported Cocaine and destroyed the nation

They did it for the money? But they destroyed a nation in the process, when they could have legalized weed a long time ago and solved the problem about money without ruining our country …

So excuse me if I’m a little weary of what the government wants to do concerning drugs - or is even encouraged to do by other organizations. I mean, we all know that alot of the time opposition is controlled - so why not an entire movement/foundation to encourage a supposed “reluctant” government to do something? Making the people think, “oh yes, democracy won…” when really… . .

Or am I getting too paranoid and over thinking things? Haha.

But I mean, if the government has no problem injecting crack cocaine into the country, then of course they’ll poison our weed supply. (Ever wonder sometimes what some Chem Trails are for…?). Especially if we give them full control of ALL of it?

Either way, I encourage everyone to watch THIS when they get a chance:

The CIA and the 80’s Crack Epidemic